oh crap

Seriously, I meant to try to keep this up again.

Oh well. I've discovered my life to be fairly mundane lately. My days are full of routine. Plenty of stress and routine.

Money, as always, is tight. And I've found myself thinking way way way too much about money lately. Like wondering how it is I never seem to have enough. It's not like I'm going out and buying clothes or the latest trends in anything. Hell, I don't even have a TV. I can't remember the last time I bought a pair of shoes.

And I find myself comparing the cost of something to the number of hours I would need to work in order to get that thing. Like, say, a vacation. It sounds great. But for a "real" vacation (I'm talking something tropical) I estimate I'd need to work 66 hours. Which doesn't sound like a lot. But that's about a week and half's pay and that only leaves 2.5 weeks worth of pay to cover everything else.

See, money sucks.